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Taylor
03:25
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My God, I love you Taylor
I think of you as a daughter
But your mother's well again
And I'm not legally your father
And the court says you have to move back
With her to Mississippi
And at first it will be hard
But in time you will not miss me
There's a story I could tell you
When you get a little older
But for now let's just play around
I'll let you sit up on my shoulders
And I'll take you to the lake
And let you swing off of the rope
And I'll push you up as high as you want
But then I must let you go
Maybe it's for the best
Evry girl needs her mother
And you'll have a yard to play in
And you'll finally meet your brother
But when I look into your eyes
Your beauty's disorienting
Oh this priceless, perfect joy
Was just something I was renting
This was no ordinary love
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2. |
Friends
04:38
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Your girl had lost her mind
She was really popping off
She burned you with a curling iron
And beat me with a rock
When she fled, you cried in my arms
While I called the cops
Yeah I think I found my friend today
Police photographed our wounds
Yeah I think I found my friend today
I found my way back to you
Your girl had been kissing me
Sometimes I'd kiss her back
At first, thought it was love
But it wasn't that
I told you everything
Somehow, you had my back
Yeah I think I found my friend today
All you wanted was the truth
Yeah I think I found my friend today
I found my way back to you
I stopped seeing your girl
Now I see a therapist
She asks cheat at all
Why was it worth the risk
I still don't know
But it is hard to regret it
Because I think I found my friend today
There's shit we'll need to work through
Yeah I think I found my friend today
I found my way back to you
Yeah I think I found my friend today
And I hope you found your's too
Yeah I think I found my friend today
I found my way back to you
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3. |
Good Life
04:04
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I can't believe you're living the good life
You say you love god like a trophy wife
We danced in the mansion you bought outright
I can't believe you're living the good life
You got in litecoin at just the right time
And made your millions literally overnight
You're just some dude who vapes and likes hentai
I can't believe you're living the good life
They told me life would probably be hard
So I played it safe like some fucking retard
There's no problem you can't charge to one of your credit cards
You want breakfast by the sea so you called your chauffeur
Said fuck it, we'll just leave these escorts who slept over
One was lying on your jeans so you just rolled her over
I can't believe how good are these oysters
You were gone for pretty long, but then I found you in the bathroom
You were mid-panic attack from the designer drugs you consumed
You've got everything you need, but what you want is going to kill you
I can't believe how cliche you are dude
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4. |
Rosaline
03:07
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Rosaline, my first cousin
The object of my obsession
It's hard to tell, it's hard to know
But blood is hot, my blood is yours
Rosaline, you're wrong clearly
These party songs aren't real country
But I can't help but smile as you're drinking Bud
As we're mudding in my jacked up truck
Rosaline, it's ok to cry
We might hurt everyone in our lives
But you should be trusted
As far as you can be thrown
Though you're thin as shit
From all that glass you smoke
Rosaline, your Grand Am won't start
Though the engine's cranked and the battery's charged
I just can't seem to fix this, oh
This love should come with a manual
This love is unmanageable
This love, this love
Rosaline
We've been here before
The way I fixed it last time
It would not work anymore
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5. |
Applebees
03:40
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I thought dreams would be more resilient
She stacked mine up and ripped them in half
Went to do hers but she had none left
I swear
You're like a meal that I'm gonna regret
A tramp stamp on the inside of my head
Would have stayed silent if my rights had been read
Out there
How'd you stay cool?
I thought you'd feel more ashamed
So now I'm at the Applebees
Eating open-mouthed
The waiter just dropped my plate
I wouldn't mind if I died now
So now I'm at the Applebees
Crying my eyes out
My buddy says,
"Hey, you better get your shit straightened out"
Restless, we took the game out the drawer
Wasn't a table so we played on the floor
You win a couple times, you start to get bored
So I left
My boy tells me you've got a new man
I tried to call you but I couldn't connect
The signal's shit here in la la land
I guess
You were so cool
Like you'd never been less amazed
So now I'm at the Applebees
Nodding the fuck out
The waiter wants me to pay
I wouldn't mind if I died now
So now I'm at the Applebees
And I've got a problem
This filet was a mistake
It tastes just like rock bottom
The liquor store is right behind my house
It's so expensive to go and drink out
I'd rather get plastered on my couch
I confess
But now I'm gagging when I wake up in bed
Every morning wet with tears and dry with heaving
Some love isn't even worth the bargain
I guess
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6. |
Q
02:44
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My girl won't stop watching Youtube
She thinks Parkland was staged
She says Q-Anon's on to something
I don't want to give up
But this shit makes me sad
And I love your mom but
You should go live with your dad
I'll figure it out
Unless I can't
I don't want to give up again
It's fucked up that I've got to tell you but
Her dad's a fraction of a man
I think once he got in her pants
I don't want to give up
But this shit makes me sick
And I love your mom but
I don't think I'm equipped
I'll figure it out
But I probably can't
I don't want to give up again
I used to know fuck all
About monocrops and mercury
It wasn't always this way
Cannot eradicate this love
With herd immunity
It wasn't always this way
I found her gazing at some chemtrails
She tells me the Earth is hollow and flat
I don't know even where to start at
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7. |
I Still Email My Ex
03:32
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I always liked Bret
Was a good neighbor too
And I thought about his kid when
I finally heard the news
That he shot himself last week
All he was wearing was his shoes
Why was he just wearing his shoes?
And that kid from college too
Always the smartest guy in the room
But all that genius couldn't stop
His girl breaking his heart
He said without her he'd lose it
And when she left
He stress ate a thousand pills to prove it
And like yeah, Roxeanne
Her brother actually went mad
And took the shotgun to his dad
And when the cops came
He was shooting at them from the street
They call it suicide by police
But you're right, I guess
Killing yourself is selfish
But I'll tell you this
That shit takes bravery
There were nights I'd have done the same thing
But I didn't have the balls to do it
I told you about
The time I put Clorox in my mouth
I was feeling kind of bad
But now I'm doing fine
The only times I want to die
Are when you come back in my life
I mean sometimes love is great
But, it's like I miss you every day
It's like real, actual pain
It's not cute in any way
It's a fucking problem
You're just a fucking problem
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8. |
Forgive You
03:46
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The last time I saw you
You got high and spent the night
And when I woke up, you had stolen
My wallet and my bike
So when I read your Tumblr rant
Calling me a liar
I just laughed when I first saw it
I mean I thought it was satire
So no, the thing is
I can't hate you
But I can't forgive
I just can't forgive you
Yeah I played with your girl
But that was years ago
When you got sent off
To get sober on some coast in Mexico
Look, I can't even remember
One good talk that we had
All that I remember is
The weight of her tit in my hand
I hope that you get right
I think about you all the time
I hope you change your mind
I think about you all the time
You know that I am sorry
I should have been a better friend
Yeah, I know you got fucked up after your car accident
Thought I was being good
Bleaching out your syringe
God, the things that I know now
I really should have known then
I hope that you get right
I think about you all the time
I hope you change your mind
I think about you all the time
I hope you change your mind
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9. |
Coming Home
03:29
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We're playing Super Smash
The only brother that I have
But I'm trying my best to kill him
It's nice coming home
If just for the drugs alone
My family still asks why I left them
Dad got me to go sailing
I brought Jamie, who's drinking again
And I still kiss her
But I don't know why
I guess it's simple and it just feels nice
I didn't make grandmother cry
I must have done something right
But I'm sure as shit not sure what that is
Sh laughs at me when I say
I don't eat meat
"But honey., that's why God made the animals"
I don't tell her that I'd be able
To drink Jesus under the table
Like how momma can tell that
I'm high on some shit
But keeps quiet because I've mostly quit
Before I left
Pop tells me he knows
Millions of illegals are voting and living on his taxes
When I start saying,
"I don't know where to begin"
He snaps,
"Of course you'd just argue
Against the side I've taken"
I don't think that's true,
But it might be
Would we be family if we even agreed
And if I find out, I'll be sure to come back home
I still might just for the drugs alone
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10. |
Johnny
04:09
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It's been 8 years since Johnny's passed
They found him with a syringe up his ass
When mom told me, it made me sick
I told myself not to think about it
I still had to use drugs for the moment
That's when I was still trying to get famous
I used to shoot up with him at his house
Sold all his furniture except his couch
His baby was crying on the floor
His girl said she couldn't take it anymore
But she was too high to make it to the door
I'd never seen him laugh that way before
He loved Kid Rock and Ed Hardy
Really, what did your death even mean
I guess you were family
Well, technically you were not family
Well, I guess you're family to me
Did you think I'd follow you
Did you think I was that weak
Did you think I'd follow you
Did you think that low of me
Did you think I'd follow you
Did you even think of me
Did you think at all man
What the fuck put you to sleep
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11. |
Navy
04:01
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I'm leaving Jane
I'm joining the Navy
You know this life is no good
It's ok to hate me
My papers are in
It's not worth debating
I mean of course I love you
But I can't keep on waiting
I'm leaving Jane
What could you want from me now
You won't leave your husband
Or your big fancy house
The rate I'm at
I'm gonna be a bitter alcoholic
I want to have a calling
I want to go to college
I'm leaving Jane
The day after tomorrow
I sold my car and paid back momma
From all the years I borrowed
Why are you choking up
On such an easy pill to swallow
I'm sure there are other worthless shits
To cheat with in Colorado
I'm leaving Jane
Oh God, I'm finally leaving
We could have had a pretty life
But there's no reason to grief it
You could have had me many times
While I was still a civilian
There's no two ways about it
There's more like a million
I'm leaving Jane
Please don't make some grand gesture
I don't need a long goodbye
Spare me the lecture
I think I could be more in life
Than just some broke ass bartender
They say it's not just a job
It's also an adventure
I'm leaving Jane
I'm joining the Navy
I've never even seen the ocean
I think it's gonna save me
Now I've got a good chance
To become a good man
But that means leaving you
Just hope you'll understand
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